I'm getting more used to the environment here- the place, the weather, the people, the food, and even eating meals by myself. I realized that eating alone isn't that bad at all. There's a lot of people that eat by themselves. But I met more people on my floor in the last couple days. And I got a chance to eat dinner with these 2 white guys from my floor. They are both kind of nerdy but I guess it's still better than eating alone. As we were eating and sharing, I got to know them more and I found out that they were actually very funny and intelligent, in a kind of nerdy way. One of them has a 4.0GPA with a extremely good sense of humor which I was blown away by. After dinner, he wanted to show me his room (I have no idea why) so I followed him to his room and it was one of the messiest rooms I have ever been in. But as soon as I started judging him based upon how messy his room was, God showed me that he was a child of God and to not judge anyone by letting me see that there was a bible open to Proverbs on his messy desk. Oh how foolish I was to judge him! Then I heard Jesus saying to me “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?" from Matthew 7:3. Sigh. Forgive me, Lord.
God has been convicting me, teaching me, restoring me, renewing me, and doing something in me that I can't really describe because I don't fully understand either. But I know for sure that He is doing something in my life right now. Something big...
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