Friday, January 6, 2012

Indiana: Day 1

I'm on my flight to Vegas first, then to Indiana I go. I felt kind of nervous at first, but now that I'm up in the air, I feel very excited and ready to take on the next two years of my life. But I need to fully realize and accept that I have absolutely no control over anything I do. My gpa, actuarial exams, finance, friends, school, internship, job, nor any other second of my life. I have few goals in mind, not only for this new year but for the next two years of my life. First, my goal is to pass at least 2 actuarial exam before I graduate. Secondly, I wish God will strengthen my inner man. By this I mean that I wish to find so much security in God's love that nothing would affect me. I want to be able to live with no need other than God himself. I wish the next two years of my life would significantly shape me into the man of God that He had created me to be.

So on my flight to Indianapolis, I was listening to a sermon by Francis Chan and the sermon that Shannon sent me from YWAM called Happy Holiness. It was amazing how clearly God was speaking to me. God was telling me that He wants to do something incredible in my life in the next two years and that is why He is sending me to a place so far where I am unfamiliar with. A big part of that is strengthening my inner by setting myself apart for something different for Holiness. God is setting me apart to show the world what God can do in a man when he follows after God without fear. God, here I am. I surrender my whole life to you. Take me and use me for your glory. I am yours.

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